Failure........................

What is failure? It's up to yourself to decide. For me I failed today but next time I'll be succesful. That's my promise to myself. I don't want to fail anymore.

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Basking in the warmth of your smile
And the music of your laugh
I feel your tenderness
And your oh so witty style

I don’t know why god blessed me
With such a friend as you
But it makes my pleasure complete
And very happy too

The way you always know me
And exactly what to do
When my loneliness gets me down
And I’m so very blue
The way you see into my soul
And looked behind my eyes
And I don’t have to hide my feelings
And put on a disguise

With you I learned to trust
And as a person I have grown
Who could have possibly told me
How could I have known
That you would come in to my life
And my beauty would start to bloom
And like a pretty butterfly
Come out of my cocoon

To share your tender heart
The warmness of your smile
The courage of your wisdom
For these I’d walk for miles

To be thinking of a time
When you’d no longer be there
For me to gaze upon in delight
And all our feelings share
Is not acceptable to me
Because in my life
Is where I want you to be
Always and forever.

Kenangan yang terindah

Assalamualaikum....

How are you my friends? It's been a long time that I didn't write. Well, I forgot my password and just retrieve it. Well it was a busy year in the 1st academic year.

1st academic year 2007/2008 in Ain shams university was a great memory for me. I felt the sweetness and the bitterness being a first year student. I've failed and succeed again. Congratz to everyone. Thanks to everyone for your support.

Being a second year is somehow different than being the first year student. Of course it is getting more tough, subjects I mean. Life here is still the same, still tough and getting use to it. Kind of trying to forget some of the disappointments in the first year but well we are humans we tend to remember what we try to forget and tend to forget what we try to remember. Lots of memories, but 2nd year will be more and I hope it will be more meaningful to me.

Banyak kenangan-kenangan di tahun satu.... Pahit, manis dan indah.... Tapi saya tak dapat lupakan segalanya kerana semua itu amat berharga dan berguna untuk diri saya... Last but not least, semua itu kenangan terindah bagiku di tahun 1.

Unity is Strength

Assalamulaikum,

Dear friends,

It's been a distance of time that I did not submitted any post here. Well, maybe today we'll talk about something different.

Unity is strenght. What is unity? Are we united? My dear friends, what I can see now is there are unity in our country but yet it is divided into groups. What a sad thing to know. Well maybe we can see that recently there's a change in our country. People started to think and started to change. They can't be blamed actually. However, the problem is the people who they are united under him or her.

Yes, undenieable that everyone has their own right to choose. However do you call yourself smart by supporting a person who once tried to "sell" our country. Do you call that smart? And do you call yourself a smart person by supporting a good person who is in a line with the person who tried to "sell" our country and supported him for all his wrong doing. Do you call yourself a smart person who by supporting a person who tried to win a group of person by implying hatred towards other groups in our country? Or do you call yourself a smart person by supporting a person who never be greatful of people before him and criticise people who brought him up while at the same time being unfair to other people by giving benefits to people who obey him esspecially his family?

Seems that I am to fussy to choose. Seems that everything is not in a right way. My dear friends, do you choose to support one side just because you hate the other side? Hatred is widely use now to win people's heart. Majority of the community are supporting a group because of their hatred towards the other group.

Think wisely my dear friends, how far can you go by following this kind of perception?
Do you think our community can be successful with these kinds of leader? *Leader here refers to all of the leaders in different groups.* Think on your own. I am not going to answer. It's not my right to answer for you.

My dear friends,

What we need now is a real leader who is full of credibility like one of the leader before. Not going to mention his name although he is the person that I respect the most. My Idol. However I am not going to write about him because I don't what people to say that I am bias towards him.

How can we find this type of leader? It seems that it is like finding a small treasure in the big ocean. We shouldn't be scared of the people who are in the top positions now. In my oppinion ,there is no need to make a big change such as changing a group of leaders who are indeed elite but there must be a change in the leader of the leaders. I am not sure if you are with me. That's what I think.

Dear friends,

Think before you decide. Who brought us to this kind of development? Maybe we just didn't remember that once there aren't any person know Malaysia. Who made the world know Malaysia?

ISLAM, Religion of Peace (1 May 2008)

Assalmualaikum my dear friends,

It's been about a while that i did not post any blog. So today, I decided to give a short one.

Islam, as what is misunderstood by people today, is known as religion of terorism and full of violent. However, these are actually speculations made by some people or some group of people to make the world misunderstand and hate Islam. This is because they have their big agenda to take the world and destroy Islam for their own benefit.

Enough about that, lets talk about the inner part of us as Islam. What is our role to go against all of these? Actually, we ourselves should be united and join forced to go against all the speculations. The sad thing is, try think and think my dear friends, maybe you think you are doing the right thing all these while. Yes, you are good and show yourselves as religious and devoted to Allah. However, have you ever think? Are you being good to all of the people around you? Are you being good among Muslim? Think again my friends.

Yes, everyone has different level of Iman and everyone is trying to increase it. Our role is to support each other to do lots of good deeds. However, it is so sad to see some people who are saying that they are in the road of Allah, saying that the other group of Muslim as not a true Muslims. Just because they are not in the same side in some occasion, they are saying that the other group aren't really Muslims and if you are with the other group you won't get to heaven. Think my friend, I am not critisizing, but aren't you sad when you are labelled with something bad by putting a picture of pig to you or to the label of your society and being said you're not a true Muslim or in a harsher word "Kafir". You are treated like that although you are still holding to your Syahadah which is "I believe that there is no God besides Allah and Muhammad is the messenger of Allah". Islam never teach us to do that, think my friend. I am not saying that one side is all right and the other side is all wrong. For me, we should take the good things form everyside. When can we be united dear friends? How can we be united when you are still not accepting a group of Muslim as a part of Muslim just because they are not in your side. They aren't going against Muslim just maybe different oppinion in some field e.g. politically. Wake up everyone, think deeply, don't go with your feelings but go with your mind. Every human is born with intelligence.

As what is stated in Surah Ali-Imran phrase 103:

And adhere firmly to the Rope of Allah, altogether, and do not be disunited;

Think my friends.

Life After Death (22 April 2008)

Assalamualaikum,

Dear friends,

Death. Scary? Or just ordinary?

It is undeniable that everyone in this world will face death. The only thing is we don't know how and when we are going to die. Death cannot be delayed nor be made fast even a second.

What will happen after death? Of course, physically we see when someone die, the person will be buried in the proper way. However no one knows what is happening to us after death. No one can see nor no one can feel unless he is death and death cannot be reversed so no one can tell us what happen after death except Allah through our Al-Quran.

Before the dooms day, we are in the pathway towards it which is life in the burial ground. Life there is untill the judgement day itself. How's life during that time? It all depend on our deed in the world. If we did lots of good thing, we will be get a good payback but if it is the other way round, I guess you know what you'll get.

According to Surah Al-Mukminun phrase 99-100:

Until, when death comes to one of them, he says, "Lord! Return me that possibly I will do righteousness in that which I have left behind." "Not at All!" surely it is the only word he say, and beyond them is an isthmus until the Day they are made to rise again.

My dear friends,

We never know when we are going to die. Come on! Lets do a lot good deeds towards Allah and to each other. This because after we die we can't bring anything with us except the deed that we have done in this world. Lets perform all Allah's instructions because Allah is Fairest of all. He knows what we deserve and what we don't.

Test , Challenge and Obstacle from Allah (21 April 2008)

Assalamualaikum again my dear friends.

Have you ever faced any problem that made you feel down? Or made you feel bad? What would you do and what would you think if you are facing a problem?

Complaining? Sighing? Is that what you do?

Truthfully, all of the problems are challenges from Allah SWT.

I think the obstacles that we faced are still not comparable to the challenge faced by Prophet Ayub A.S.. He was tested with sickness and poorness. However, he still thanked Allah SWT for what he had. For him, Allah has given him prosper and health for all this while, but he was only tested with poverty and sickness for a short time.

My dear friends,

Since our examination is near, don't give up! Work hard because it will give a great pay back.

As stated in Surah Al-Ankabut Phrase 2 :

Does mankind reckon that they will be left to say, "We believe" and will not be tempted(tested).

Whatever it is, be strong for everything

Mother's Doa, A Way Towards Heaven (20 April 2008)

Assalamulaikum,

Dear friends,

Let me start my post with a phrase from Al-Quran which is Phrase 36 from Surah An-Nisa' :

And worship Allah and do no associate anything with Him. And (show) fairest (companionship) to parents, your family, the orphans, the indigent and the neighbour who is near kinsman and the neighbour who is strangers an the companion at your side, and the wayfarer, and what your right hands possess. Surely Allah does not love whoever has been conceited (and) constantly boastful.

Dear friends,

Islam demand us to be good to our parents and this is one of the command from Allah SWT that we must fullfil. As a child of our parents, we should be polite , be thankful to them. Besides, we shall never be rough to them and we should always be thankful and always thankful for what they have done for us all these while. They sacrified their energy, time , money and etc. just to fullfil our need so that we are in good care and can grow up in a comfortable and ideal environment. Therefore, there is no doubt for us to be good to our parents as what's being stated in Surah Al-Isra' Phrase 23:

And your Lord has decreed that you should not worship any except Him (only) and (to show) fairest companionship to parents; in case ever one or both of them reaches old age in your presence, do not say to them, "Fie!" nor scold the ; and speak to them respectful words.

All of these really proves to us that we should be good to our parents esspecially to our mother. Why and why and why? Have you ever thought of how much did your mother sacrified for you at the time of pregnancy. 9 months of pregnancy and being ended with a highly risk labour that may lead to fatal. This period of pregnancy and labour itself shows how much our mother love us. I don't deny the importance of father but there is a hadith of Rasulullah SAW:

"From Muawiyah bin Haidatal Qusyairi : I asked Rasulullah : who should we be good to? Rasulullah answered : Your mother. I asked: who's next? Rasulullah answered : Your mother. Again I asked : Who's next? Again he answered : Your mother. Again I asked : Who' next your father and the people near to you."

Rasulullah had also stated that : Heaven is beneath the sole of the foot of your Mother.

See how much Islam has raised the status of a woman. This truly prove the speculation by the others that Islam doesn't appreciate woman wrong.

Dear friends,

Since Mother's Day is approaching, have you ever thought of a way to appreciate your mother?

It's good if you have thought of it. Or you just start to think about your mother during festivals and some special ocasions. The truth is, you should show your appreciation to your mother in every second of your life.

This serve as a reminder to my friends and I who are student studying overseas and also all of the people in this world. Remember, Prayer from a mother is a way or a road towards heaven.

Hope this short reminder could benefit us.

Alhamdulillah! Thank You Allah! (19 April 2004)

Well, this is my first blog. I still haven't found any factors that made me start to blog. Assalamualaikum and Hello to everyone. Ahlan Wahsalan Marhaban Bikum.

Surely today, I am so thankful to Allah, that I was given the joy of Iman and Islam, besides many more other joy and success in my life. Alhamdulillah, I was given then chance to get continue my study in this lovely place which is Egypt. It is one of the most magical place in the world. Besides showing my thankfulness to Allah, I would like to show my thankfulness to my parents, siblings, family, friend and not to be forgotten the government, esspecially Sabah State Government for giving a full sponsorship of my study here. It is not that I am thanking them 100% for all I had achieved for all this while. I know and I understand that all of these come from Allah SWT the one and only Almighty God. However, if I am not mistaken, one of the way to be thankful to Allah SWT is to be thankful among ourselves. This is a logic matter. Well, we as human, of course would help people sincerely without hoping for any payback. However, we also don't asked for any backstabbers that betrayed us. Dear friends, what would you feel if you helped somebody and you are betrayed by that person. Do you want that to happen to you? Of course not. So, keep this thing in your mind everytime. If you know how bad it is, then you should start to be thankful of course to Allah and the ones who helped us with the will of Allah SWT. Life as a student is truly challenging but the help received from all over serve as a good remedy. I have no doubt that the same thing goes to other students. Therefore, we should always be thankful. This serves as a reminder for myself and also the others. Think everyday, are you being thankful or are you being rebellious in your thankfulness. Think and think my dear friends.

As what is stated in Surah Ibrahim phrase 7: As your lord has notified (you), " Indeed if you are grateful I will definitely increase you (your joy) and indeed in case you disbelieve surely My torment is indeed strict."

Once again, lets be thankful my friends. All the advantages comes from Allah SWT, while all the disadvantages comes from myself.