Rainbow~

哪裡有彩虹告訴我

能不能把我的願望還給我

為什麼天這麼安靜

所有的雲都跑到我這裡

有沒有口罩一個給我

釋懷說了太多就成真不了

也許時間是一種解藥

也是我現在征服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著

你的身影這麼近我卻抱不到

沒有地球太陽還是會繞

沒有理由我也能自己走

你要離開 我知道很簡單

你說依賴 是我們的阻礙

就算放開 那能不能別沒收我的愛

當作我最後才明白

Greatest Love of All

Greatest Love of All

I believe the children are our are future

Teach them well and let them lead the way

Show them all the beauty they possess inside

Give them a sense of pride to make it easier

Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

Everybody searching for a hero

People need someone to look up to

I never found anyone who fulfill my needs

A lonely place to be

So I learned to depend on me

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows

If I fail, if I succeed

At least I'll live as I believe

No matter what they take from me

They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all

Is happening to me

I found the greatest love of all

Inside of me

The greatest love of all

Is easy to achieve

Learning to love yourself

It is the greatest love of all

I believe the children are our future

Teach them well and let them lead the way

Show them all the beauty they possess inside

Give them a sense of pride to make it easier

Let the children's laughter remind us how we used to be

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows

If I fail, if I succeed

At least I'll live as I believe

No matter what they take from me

They can't take away my dignity

Because the greatest love of all

Is happening to me

I found the greatest love of all

Inside of me

The greatest love of all

Is easy to achieve

Learning to love yourself

It is the greatest love of all

And if by chance, that special place

That you've been dreaming of

Leads you to a lonely place

Find your strength in love

Time pass so fast, My 3rd year mid-year examination will be next week but those pictures above seems just like yesterday. Pictures from my last year's album during Matrouh & Siwah tour with some of my friends. Both of the places are in Egypt. I don't plan to go for vacation out from Egypt yet, there's too many things to think about. Hope everything will go well this year and I pray for excellent results in everything that my family, friends and I do.

I'll Be There

A Picture in Matrouh, Egypt. One of the most relaxing trip here. Wish to go there again. My best memories in Egypt.

You and I must make a pact

We must bring salvation back

Where there is love

I'll be there

I'll reach out my hand to you

I'll have faith in all you do

Just call my name

And I'll be there

I'll be there to comfort you

I'll build my world of dreams around you

I'm so glad I found you

I'll be there with a love so strong

I'll be your strength

You know I'll keep holding on

Let me fill your heart with joy and laughter

Togetherness well it's all I'm after

Just call my name

And I'll be there

I'll be there to protect you

With an unselfish love that respects you

Just call my name

And I'll be there

If you should ever find someone new

I know he better be good to you

'Cause if he doesn't

Then I'll be there

Don't you know baby

I'll be there

I'll be there

Just call my name

And I'll be there

I'll be there baby

You know I'll be there

Just call my name

And I'll be there

Just look over your shoulder

Just call my name

And I'll be there

Midyear Examination for 3rd year students 2009/2010

My midyear examinations coming soon and here are the schedule. Pray for my success.

20th January 2010

Parasitology MCQ

24th January 2010

Pathology

28th January 2010

Pharmacology

31st January 2010

Parasitology Written

3rd February 2010

Microbiology

After that I'll have 2 weeks of winter break.... I have not plan anything for the winter break yet. Hope to go back to Malaysia but is it worth to do so?

Smokes Gets in Your Eyes

They asked me how I knew

My true love was true

I of course replied

"Something here inside

Cannot be denied"

They said someday you'll find

All who love are blind

When your heart's on fire

You don't realise

Smoke gets in your eyes

So I chaffed and I gaily laughed

To think they would doubt my love

Yet today, my love has flown away

I am without my love

Now laughing friends deride

Tears I cannot hide

So I smile and say

"When a lovely flame dies,

Smoke gets in your eyes."

Hi dear readers I am writing again today since it's my weekends holiday. Everyone need some break after a week of hectic life as a student. Although examinations are near, I don't think it's wrong to write.

I started my post with the song Smokes Gets in Your Eyes. One of my favourite which I haven't listen to for a long time till lately I found this song suddenly appear in my external hard disk. Thanks to the person who put this song in it. I never knew there's someone here who like this type of songs too.

Come back to the main point here, what's true love for you? Is it Something here inside,Cannot be denied". Does it depends 100% to your feeling? Can you trust your feeling? Can you do your decision depending on your feeling?

There's a Malay saying ”Ikut Hati Mati Ikut Rasa Binasa” which means if you are doing your decision without thinking deeply and comparing all consequences you'll get an unwanted or bad outcome.

However, how many of us think rationally before doing any decision? What I can see is a lot of people are rushing when they are doing their decision. It may not affect your life if it's just a small matter but what about big matters such as career , marriage and family? These may affect your life, your whole life.

Have you ever think properly before deciding on what course you're taking for your 1st Degree before filling any forms? Do you know that by doing the wrong decision may cost you for life? If you don't like what you are taking then how are you going to survive your working phase? I believe in doing what I love. I believe that everyone should have an ambition so that he can plan for his future. Planning is very important although sometimes what you plan aren't what you get but at least you have the effort to plan and you can see the road for you in the future. I met lots of people regretting on their decision for their 1st degree and they met difficulty in their work. However, I also believe that when there's a will, there's a way. If you aren't doing what you love, then try to love what you are doing? Sounds weird or sound no different? Think properly, there's a big different in doing what you love and to love what you are doing. Although, the outcomes may look the same but there's a big different between them. Hope this may help people who are in dilemma.

"Would you marry me?". How many of the married man out there have though deeply before saying out that sentence to the woman of your life? Was it easy to say that? Or it needs a long time to get yourself to say that? Why do I say about this? This is because according to statistic in http://www.islam.gov.my/informasi/, there's 22,289 of divorce that happen in Malaysia in the year 2008. Divorce is allowed by Islam but it is the last resort. It is not the best way to settle up a problem but if you meet a dead end, I believe that's the only. Of course, I pray to Allah so that I can stay away from this type of problem. I believe there's no one in this world who want to confront with this type of problem but why do this problem still exist? I think it's because of your 1st step, your first decision. Choosing the wrong partner or doing the decision at the wrong time , in a wrong place with a wrong person! Marriage is sweet and may be full of happiness, but problems in marriage is one of the biggest problem that may affect your life. Someone told me before, give yourself space and chance to choose the best for you. I think that's what we should do. We shouldn't rush in doing anything.

Actually, I am not intending to talk about marriage or career. Both of them are just the medium for me to tell you the main idea that I want to share which is we shouldn't rush in doing any decisions because a small mistake may affect your whole life. We must act fast but rational and not rush. A second too late may lead to a lifetime regrets. That's all for today I think. Till I see you again. Comments are most welcome.

Stuck in between?

Suddenly feel like writing at 4 am in the morning~

How does it feels like if you're stuck in between two important things and you have to choose one?

How does it feels like if you're stuck between the old one and the new one and you have no choice but to choose one?

How does it feels like if you're stuck between two people that you love and yet you need to choose one of them?

How does it feel like if you're stuck between two careers that you dream to be and yet you need to go with only one of them?

How does it feel like if you're stuck between your love one and your family?

How does it feel like if you're stuck between two things which are very important to you?

In our life, we always get stuck in between a lot of things and yet we need to do a lot of decisions which may hurt a lot of people and may gain more rivals who hate you just because of your decisions. Well it seems that this type of dilemma will never end in our life. Even the first thing we do before going out from house which is to choose which clothes to wear may make us to be stuck in between the decisions to be made. How to make a good decision? How to say yes to one side and no to one side without hurting any of them? It seems very impossible.

What I can see is lots of people are always in dilemma to do a lot of decision for themselves. Allah, please guide me to do the best decision for myself and for the people around me since I can't avoid myself from doing a decision if I'm stuck between two things. I don't mean to hurt people around me but when it comes in doing a decision, sometimes one side is going to be hurt.

Between yourself,love,family and marriage

Assalamualaikum dear readers.

I m writing again now at 3:55am in the morning after hours of studying microbiology.

Actually there's something that I would like to share with all of you today. It might be or might not be interesting. It depends on how you look at it.

During the holidays I spent sometime watching Malay drama. What I can see and get from that drama is to get a right spouse and to build a marriage is not as easy as what we think. Lots of us when it comes to decide to get a good partner, we'll only think about love. Love between us and him or her. However, how many of us think deeper before doing any decision. What I can see base on my experience, lots of us are blinded by the word LOVE. Yes, Love is blind. It is really blind if we let love control our mind. It should be us who control our love not love to control our life. Yes, it is undeniable love can bring good things too. Some of the people who I know who always failed in examinations can pass their examination when they are in love. However sometimes it is the other way round. Maybe when we failed because of the so called love then we'll realize that love isn't that great for us.

However, the reality is we are always masked by the sweetness of love during the dating phase without thinking of the next phase which is the marriage phase. How do we choose our spouse actually? By looks, intelligence, faith, wealth or sincerity? Yes, your choice may suite yourself, but have you ever think of the people around you, people who you love and people who love you like your family especially your parents. Have you ever thought of their feelings? How will they feel when you are getting married with this certain woman of your choice? Are they happy or satisfied with your choice? Yes it is true that it is you who is going to get married with your partner and not your parents but bare in mind, your life is not all about you and your wife/husband.

Think about it. How is it going to be if your partner shows disrespect to your parents? How is it going to be if your partner being unfair between her family and yours? Will you let all of these ruin your life? Believe me. If all these affect your life, happiness will not always be with you. How and how are you going to solve this problem? I don't know about the others. I have no doubt that I love my parents and family. Yet , I would like to live with the woman that I love. I think all of you will have the same thought on this. How to get this problem solved? I leave it to you. Different people have different point of view and different ways of solving problem. Frankly speaking, I'll let my parents decide and hopefully my own choice of spouse will suite their criteria of their daughter-in-laws. I don't want to get stuck between parents and wife because of disagreement between them. This is something that shouldn't happen because for me it is a minute thing that can be avoid if you know how to deal with it.

Secondly, have you ever tried to think between your career life and love? I mean you are someone who have a bright future and someone who think of having a pleasurable and successful life but all of that have to be forgotten because of love. Trust me love can stop you from doing a lot of thing. An unhappy marriage can ruin you career although you are a great man or woman. So, how to settle this problem? Am I thinking too far or too much? I don't think so. Why do I say so? It's because I have seen it before. A lot of marriages are spoilt by money and wealth. Think of it my dear readers.

I think I have to stop now. I need to get on with my study. Thank you for reading my small piece of mind.

Love,

Sherhan~